Shorty don enter igbese! As in, who begged me O! My sister invited me to lovely SA for Christmas but me with my big mouth, I said no. Everyone is now jamming their homes and I am stuck in school. I mean, it could be worse. I could be stuck in PH. Heaven forbid I go through that! That NEPA governed dulling center. We all know, once you are used to 24/7 power, Naija is iffy to you too. I no go lie; I miss my mother's food. I just miss correct eba and soup. I won't even form. I will just use my hands and then lick the bowl! It's my own fault O! I should have hustled to jam Georgia; but Spring Break still dey! Unless Temi, Lisa and I jam Las Vegas!
But that's not the only shiznit. Girls, you know that whenever you let a boy go drinking with his friends without you, fear dey always catch you. Especially when you already planned for a night with just both of you. Some fake attempt at romance. But no be that part wey dey vex person. I am kinda scared about the faithfulness thing or that he will meet his Ms Right. Not that I don't want him to meet her but can they chill with the eternal romance. I'm his Ms Right Now. I no dey props myself. I know sey I wo-wo but abeg jo, he's the mugu that wanted a relationship. Nobody force am, abi na lie wey I dey yan? I guess I am a bit insecure but I blame it on the stupidity of men. It's like, I want to believe that they would be faithful but when you have gotten guys to question their current relationships, you know that anything fit happen. Plus, sex is a hell of a drug. Nuff Said.
And now, when I look back on the year, I wonder if this is what I saw. Me alone at Christmas and still hating half the world? I'm less screwed up. I've gained love, rejected love, overdone love, lost love and discovered my insanity. All together, I'd say it was a good year.
I find it weird that as I wrote that paragraph, I though of "Maybe This Time" from Cabaret and Glee. Freaky.
No long ting!
Akonfused Gal.
